Month: October 2004

No more Denny’s Mini-burgers for me.

I woke up bloated and hang-over like withough ANY of the fun pre-hangover activites, save a saltfest at Denny’s in the wee hours last night.

Ugh. Still woosy and weasy and other such terms.

Yay for Friday.

Yay for hopeful impeding implosion of the Criminal Bush/Cheney Adminsitration/Syndicate.

Yay for cold, windy, rainy weather.

Yay for coffee and tea.

Yay for me.

A new Cliff Yablonski.

There’s a new JeffK, I want a new Cliff Yablonski.

I can see the runway lights!

Only 2 more days of work/haunt/school — after that it goes to only Haunt on the weekend – 2 days of that, then it’s only work/school on the weekdays.

I don’t know what I’ll do with my new free time!

Yes I do. There will be cleaning, house nesting: bookshelf building, cooking, baking – and of course relaxing.

So what does everyone else do to nest at home?

Many of us have noticed the lack-lustre job that maintenance at the Happiest Place on Earth has done – the chipped paint, peeling fabric, etc.

They are Fixing it.

…The Mouse House is also restoring some more subtle touches, after years of neglect and cost-cutting left “the happiest place on earth” looking dilapidated in the eyes of many regular visitors.

“There was visibly fading paint, visibly peeling paint, rust,” says Koenig. “It was sort of depressing.”

Now the horses leading carriages down Main Street USA will get their name tags back. (All of the park’s “cast members” or employees wear name badges.)

Cast members’ costumes will better match specific areas of the park, too. Workers in New Orleans Square will get colorful costumes more reflective of the Crescent City’s jazz heritage, for example. …

I need a classic Disneyland now more than ever.

Oh, And I need ELF. I can’t wait for Christmas.

Whiny whine whine.

Man, what a freaking whiner.

I long for a weekend to do house projects. There is so much to do, and so little time. I grossly under-estimated the effect that going to school, working full time, and volunteering would do to me.

The problem, I suppose, is that I am enjoying everything to a degree. Work is entertaining and challenging, School is quite successful, and I love the group at the haunt.

I need a live-in maid or servant boy. I think that is the solution. Who wants to move in and in leiu of rent be a cook/cleaner/secretary/organizer/personal assistant?

Oh, and the main feeling I’m having is that all I do all day long is support. support. fix. support. fix. fix. find solution. support. fulfill responsibility. take responsibility. support.

I’m so tired of that, I really want to rebel and be completely irresponsible and force others to support me (which is my negatvie tendancy to revolt/defend). I’m tired of being the go-to-guy and the “one who figures it out.”

Whether or not these feelings are rational or realistic or “fair” is really beside the point, since it doesn’t change how I’m feeling. Just so tired of answering questions and explaining and coordinating. (which I am sure is tied to my fatigue and chaotic schedule)

Anyway, with more time after Hallowe’en, I can recharge the reserves and continue.

Maybe I should take up meditation? I need to find a center – typically that center has been the homestead – with no time to keep that center organized and comfortable, it throws me all askew. If I had a secondary center that would help. Work has been fulfilling that slight secondary center, but I don’t want to develop it as such. I need to be my own primary center.

Man, I’m rambling on and on. Anyway.

Perservere, my sneeples.

Feeling much better today and in better control.

No more runs of Haunt for me, I’m afraid. I think I’ll only be able to do the weekend here at the end.

In other news, I have no other news. (except to say that I have a nice copy of “Evil Genius” just itching to be played).

Soooo Sleepy, such a monday. You know, the world can do me a big fucking favor and slow the freaking fuck down.

Power was out at work as we cut over to our proper power source, and I had a Dr. appt. in the afternoon.

Fun at the Haunt: I have a new character that I’ve been doing the past few nights. (You’ll be happy, ) – he is a dead/zombie/gross Hobo. There was a hobo costume and with a bit of help from our lovely makeup arteeest, We have “Sir Nigel Wigglesbottom.” He is a british aristocrat dead hobo, or “vagrant vagabond” if you will. Oh, I also carry around with me a honking horn that is fucking LOUD.

Heheheheh.

And I’m lovin the Kaiser system. It appeals to the oranizational person in me – I love my new Dr., and I like the structure – I always hated the PPO type thing where you go to a regular doctor who may be associated and then you deal with the insurance, etc. BLAH. This is much simpler and easier.

Yay for the freakin’ weekend, eh, sneeple?!

Smoochies for all!

1. Hey! Wednesday, wee, hump day. Yawn. sent us lovely presents and they were well received. Hooray and thanks much. So nice! Just what the Dr. Ordered.

I love that watch soooooooo much. thank you thank you thank you thank you!

I removed my faith rant because after reading it, I found it to be muddled and not the point I was trying to get accross.

my bad.

At work, feeling extraordinarily overwhelmed by even basic things. Not fun. Just being stretched too thin lately.