Ew.

I think I may have to start a new filer on LJ:

(since faux unix script is more funny)

lynx www.livejournal.com/users/melintur/friends | sed /anime/d

Oops.

Ok, all you weed-soaked hippies out there, learn from my mistake:


I went to the Dentist this morning to have 3 cavaties filles, and after the 1st shot of novocaine, she begins to drill. After about 30 seconds, she hits a non-deadened nerve. I say HOhoHo. She stops.

She gives me more novocaine and we wait, then she continues. about 10 secs in
OUCH!

She gives me more novocaine (the strong stuff( and we wait. About 10 secs into it
MEGAOUCH!

She comes back and says “May I ask you a personal question? Do you use any recreational drugs such as Marijuana?”
I answer “Yes, MJ,” because I never lie to my doctor(s).
She says “Marijuana interferes with the operation of novocaine and other pain killers, It usualyy takes about 2-3 weeks of nonuse for novocaine to be effective.”

She then put in temporary fillings and I reschedule for 3 weeks ahead.

LEARN FROM MY LESSON, FRIENDS.

If you rock the Ganj, stop at least 2 weeks before you see a dentist.
IF YOU ROCK THE GANJ, STOP AT LEAST 2 WEEKS BEFORE YOU SEE A DENTIST.

That is all.

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01. Your live journal “user name” & what it means:
Melintur — It means (in my ingnorant old use of Tolkien’s Sindarin) The power of loving music. It was the first monkier I came up for myself ages ago and it has stuck when I need a handle. I actually prefer to go by Craig — I’m getting to old and fussy to play pretend name games, though I do like nicknames. A true nickname has to be given to you, not made by you. A few of my nicknames? Cringe, Puff, & Cute.

02. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) how well does your livejournal represent who you actually are?:
As far as I know myself, a 10. No, a 9 since there is some amount of censure, but not more than I give close friends.

03. How much about your life do you post to lj?:
About 1/3rd I’d say. I’d like to do more.

04. Is there anything you refuse to post about?:
Nope. There are things I haven’t posted about, but I don’t think I’d refuse to post about anything.

05. On a scale of 1-10 how interesting do you think your own journal is to others?:
Well, that’s too broad a question to answer really – for my close friends, a 6-7, to acquaintences, 2-3, for causal LJ people, 0.

06. From who/how did you find out about lj?:
From .

07. Has anyone ever joined lj because of you?:
Not because of me, but I’ve told others about it who have joined for their own reasons.

08. What proportion of your posts are friends only?:
Almost none.

09. What is your favorite interest on lj?:
Don’t really have any yet.

10. Has anything on lj ever caused you to establish, rethink, or even change your belief or position on something?:
Not so far, but I still have hope. 😉

11. How often do you respond / comment on other peoples journals?:
As often as I can (when I feel I have something funny or informative to say).

12. Do you prefer to write in your journal, read other journals?:
I prefer to write, but end up commenting more.

13. Have you ever had something mean said to you or been stalked, harassed, or got into an argument/flame war on lj (or did it to someone else)?:
No flame wars yet, I put pre-emtive extinguisher on one before it became one.

14. Have you ever banned someone from your journal?:
I did once, temporarily, but I wouldn’t do it again unless I had to.

15. Who are your favorite lj friend(s) and why?:
Well, you’re reading this, so if you don’t know why you are my LJ friend, ask me.

16. How many of your LJ friends have you actually met?
23 of 54, though all are pre-LJ friends, or added after meeting them.

17. Of all of the people on lj you know of, who is the most like you?:
Um, most likely , but we live together and stuff.

18. Why are you most likely to add someone to your friends list?:
Because they have added me, or because I think they are (Choose any: Cute, Funny, Clever, Smarmy, Hot, Smart)

19. Do you automatically add friends to your journal if they add you first?:
Mostly.

20. What is the most likely reason you wouldn’t add someone to your friends list?:
Laziness.

21. Is your “significant other” on lj?:

22. Have you ever wanted to meet someone on lj?:
Yes, of course – they mostly live to far away, or I fear my lifestyle/opinions/personality would be to ascerbic/uninteresting in person. 😉

HINT

Y’know? LJ cuts are great tools to be nice to your friend’s friends pages when you have really large posts or do multiple quizzes and/or tests.
I think everyone should use them, they are so fun!

-=C

Dentist fun

I went to the dentist this morning and had a checkup / teeth cleaning / mouth abusing.
I have 4 cavities which will need to be filled, but I found out that I may not have dental insurance.
I’m looking into that right now with my HR dept. here.
My teeth are now only about 75% cleaned, have to go back for that as well. Since I have no toothaches or bad looking teeth or anything, I guess it just slipped by about the whole 6mo checkup thing. I have a terrible time remembering, it’s a good thing Heather did, as one of the cavities is on the verge of becoming a root canal. *whew*

As I sat in the chair and had large metal things jammed between my teeth and gums, I thought “wow, some people must really get freaked out by this.” I mean, it didn’t really ‘hurt,’ but it was strange and weird to have someone applying pressure to a metal instrument there – I can see why some are afraid of dentists, and certainly glad I’m not.

Plus I’m going to buy one of those keen sonic toothbrushes! Fun Toy!! apparently they are only about $75-$100. That’s a deal for cleaner teeth.

Oh, and FLOSS EVERYONE!! It’s cheap and saves you from the ordeal I went through this morning with the scraping and picking.

Friday the Thirteenth

Happy Friday the Thirteenth everyone!

, and I went to Target last night when I was having my last tire replaced on my car.

They are starting to put out their Hallowe’en stuff!!

Weeee! We brought home some nifty hallowe’en decorations including a keen drink tub with gr00vy black cats and stars on it (galvanized steel).
However, as Heather noted, SHAG should sue, as the black cat design Target is using this year looks quite familiar.

Starting to feel the Autumnal vibe — I can already smell the pumpkin in the kitchen, and the spice in the air. This is truly my favourite time in the year – Anticipation is so much fun, because it always holds infinite promise.

-=C

Tough Love

I did a harsh and strong thing today
(I’m using real names beacuse I hate the “a friend” and other vague dumb things)

Shadesong is going through difficult times right now, and I feel that those who I believe to be “the voice of reason” are cycling through the same old arguments and advice and suggestions that have been over and through time and time again to no avail.
I personally cannot continue to be witness to the downward spiral when I feel that my attention and help and suggestions are being tossed aside.
I am drained — It is time to pull back. It is often said that an addict must hit rock bottom before change is made. I do believe that ‘song is addicted to her mental imbalances and does not wish to get better because she owns her disease, so these steps I take as a kind of tough love, but also for my own mental health.
I can’t be party to the self-abuse any longer, so I have removed her as a friend and banned her from commenting in my journal.
I don’t hate her, I haven’t removed her as a friend in my mind, only this online space. I’ll answer one-on-one email, etc..
I’ll be happy to re-add her to LJ when she is willing to be responsible to seek professional help in whatever form it may take — I’m not “signing off” anybody.
I’m always open to discussion and information, and always willing to “change my mind,” but I cannot continue the emotional vampire-ness of the depression cycle.
Besides, It will give me more time for useful communication with those on LJ who I haven’t had enough time with.

Best wishes to all,

-=C

UPDATE: On careful thought, I have un-banned shadesong from commenting. I wanted to stave off a choatic discussion on my journal before we talked one-on-one about it. I realize now I should have done it temporarrily only. So I have decided to un-ban her, though it is likely she won’t post anyway, which is a shame.